So I found out, or reassured myself that I shouldnt watch the news. Im
too paranoid a person. I went to Matt's parents house tonight to get a
'surprise' that Cheri said she had. Well John was watching the news. Or
well this guy had a news like show. It was all about the war in the
middle east and the end of the world and WWIII. Aparently, on 8/22 of
this year (!!!OMG!!!) Iran is going to send a nuclear warhead to Israel
so that Israel will send one back to Iran and then Muhammed will come
back and it will be the apocalypse! Ya. Well this doesnt make any sense
to me. Why would you want to enduce the end of the world. Especailly if
you are a leader. Dont you like being a leader? No one will be
left to remember that you did this great thing. Why would you want to
kill all these people? Blows my mind. And there are all other sorts of
terrorist stuff too. Like these 2 guys in Ohio were arrested yesterday
and the cops found all sorts of crazy stuff in their car. They had
hundreds of cell phones that were bought at a store. They had maps of
Wal-mart. They had flight schedules with persons names on them. They
had a ton of cash money. And no one heard about this. Its scary to
think that world is going to end. And yet Ive been thinking that for
some time now. I just think that Im not ready to die. Theres a leader
guy in Iran that has a detailed plan of how to take down the US. I
think Id rather not know of any of this. I dont forget stuff like this.
Like in history class in high school when we learned that the Mayan had
a calendar that stopped on 2012 and people think this means its the end
of the world. Im just crazy.
Besides that crazy stuff, I think I know why I feel crappy and down and depressed lately. I think its because I feel like I have no friends and I dont really do anything. I work and sleep and sit in front of the tv. Alone. At least when I worked at Bagelmakers I had people interaction and talked with friends and such that I saw everyday. Know I dont have that. I dont go out. I am alone. So I think I will take that damn calc class at LCCC and maybe join the gym. At least this way Ill have something to do and get out of the house at night. And yes, while I do miss Matt, I dont think its the main problem. Ill get used to that sometime. I just hope it doesnt affect our relationship.
So at that I leave you with this: There is one ring to unite them all!
Besides that crazy stuff, I think I know why I feel crappy and down and depressed lately. I think its because I feel like I have no friends and I dont really do anything. I work and sleep and sit in front of the tv. Alone. At least when I worked at Bagelmakers I had people interaction and talked with friends and such that I saw everyday. Know I dont have that. I dont go out. I am alone. So I think I will take that damn calc class at LCCC and maybe join the gym. At least this way Ill have something to do and get out of the house at night. And yes, while I do miss Matt, I dont think its the main problem. Ill get used to that sometime. I just hope it doesnt affect our relationship.
So at that I leave you with this: There is one ring to unite them all!
